Desire, How I Missed Thee…

Things to Remember:
There is virtue in all that you do. EVERYTHING has purpose. Time is a wheel, not a line. You are the Gatekeeper. Unicorns and Fairies DO EXIST. Heaven is actually NeverNeverLand. We are one. Sparkles, onesies, and body paint are always an option. Do what you want. Harm none. LOVE PREVAILS ALL.

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The Eagle Carries the Word in the Eyes of God

It’s incredibly interesting what life can throw at you. What I once thought was a gift from The Universe, one that felt safe, solid and true; transforms itself into an uncomfortable and familiar situation. One that I, personally, have seen too many times in my short existence here. The difference this time, is that the infiltration was seen early and remedied swiftly; so smoothly it made me laugh. I’m getting good. In the very process of this happening, new and exciting doors have opened. Much needed gaping wide doors. Oh how I love doors… Questions were brought to my attention. Why am I feeling stuck? When did I stop traveling, dancing and playing? What am I going to do about it now? The answer to the last one is ANYTHING. Any step I take with this intention in my heart is the right one. I just need to take it. I could get a passport and go to Costa Rica, Bali, Ireland, Mexico or wherever my heart desires! I could stay at home. Boring, safe and sound. (:/ I don’t like that one.) Or I could listen to my most trusted guide and hop on this bus headed West and see where The Universe takes me now. I could live the story I’ve been writing in my head since I was a tiny little lady at the age of 4 whole years, drinking water out of a fountain in the desert. I knew then, and forgot somewhere along the journey of adulthood, what this was all really about. Making this life mine. This will be a story of letting things go, discovering who I truly am, allowing abundance to shower me with it’s awesomeness, and learning to truly be. FREE.

Love you all.

Inspired by The Boat and a Little Footed Spark

I’m sitting here on the kitchen floor (I affectionately call it The Boat) greedily soaking up the only sun rays beaming  in the house. It’s my favorite spot and I’m not moving. It’s warm and the rays are shining on my house boots perfectly so that they are projecting disco ball fairies onto the ceiling. Magical. No words are coming to my fuzzy head at the moment, so I start telling Spark about how I need to follow my soul to the West. New Mexico maybe. Arizona. I want to see Havasu falls. Or Oregon.. She pipes in about the current situation in Oregon. With the ranchers. This stresses me out. I don’t wanna talk about it. And to add to the annoyance, it’s becoming a racial issue all over again. Fucking A. Why? No one wants to be responsible. This leads me to think about the current divisions in our country. The fear, the pointing of fingers, the lack of responsibility for one’s own actions. CONTROL. The more we let this happen, the more we actually give our country away. The more power we lose individually and as a whole. The more fear and seperation we create. If you step back though, you will see that many are fighting for the same cause; yet are still divided because of race, class, gender, sexual preference, religion,  or culture among many other unimportant reasons. Most of us just want to be happy and free.  We are being tricked here. The only way to beat a bigger enemy is to unite our forces and fight side by side. So instead of being offended that a certain group is fighting the good fight and not meeting as much resistance as another group would, let us instead support them in their endeavors and fight the bigger problem together. Don’t be a part of The Color Club. Or the You’re Not Like Me Club. Or The You Don’t Believe What I Believe Club. In fact, screw the clubs. We are all in the Human Club (most of us…)! We can think for ourselves as individuals and say “Fuck all this separation.”  “I LOVE YOU.” “Let’s cuddle.”  “I support you.” “Thank you for doing something.” “Thank you for living.” “Thank you for being you.”  Love, kindness, compassion, and respect. They go a long way. WE can make a change.

A New Year, A New Me: Time Heals All

2015 passed by me in a blur. It felt like slow motion on crack. Like the people around me were busy little bees buzzing and making and creating and I was trapped behind some weird hazy glass, in another, much slower, unproductive dimension all together. I was searching endlessly for the answers to life’s questions. Who am I really, what is my purpose, what do I do now, how do I heal from abuse, etc, etc.  2015 was a year of hibernating, healing, self work and a ton of tears.

2016 will be different, however. This year will be filled with laughter, transformation, self love, and self fulfillment. The year to love and grow and prosper. The year to be authentically and gracefully ME. The year of the thinker, the artist, the writer, the dreamer. It is MY year to take on by the horns. And I make it my New Year’s resolution to do all of these things no matter what obstacles face me in the future. I will have no fear of the unknown, because the unknown equals adventure and change. I will now live as the Warrior Goddess that I am! This year will be EPIC! And so it is….

Love?

Love?

Where are you Love?

Gripping tight. Fearless Love.

I adore you in the Sun by day.

Crave you in my bed at night.

Never can I hold you tight.

Again.

Lesson learned.

Turn the page.

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